i guess i can sorta grasp at meaning of the feeling of sharing your friends' sorrows. ive nvr felt this way before.

GUYS PLEASE JUST DISAPPEAR FROM THE FACE OF THE EARTH.

the worse thing is, i dont even know how to make anyone's day );

to all who are in need of a break: i really wish i could do sth to make you feel whole again. but ive no idea how to comfort you so please forgive me.

cliche but, tough times nvr last; tough people do.

i'll be here for you if you need my huge ears!

i feel like such a loser.

my classmate just talked to me online.

and i was quite surprised that she sounded so friendly and all classmatey like.

till she asked "so wad lit book are you doing?"

thinkin she thot i was spottin qns or sth i replied "?? i thot must do everything?"

"but diff schs diff books wad!"

apparently she thot i was her sec sch friend coz her friend's email add's also buzz_sth.

then she promptly said she was gng to sleep.

well its 1.20 sth in the morn......so she shld sleep...

but why do i have this nagging feeling that she just totally dismissed me?!

): lousy classmate.

for YOU, AND YOUR SEXAY MOOBS,
i'll survive.

till 20th november, minna~!

it's nice knowing someone has the same thoughts as me hah.

and this aint exactly annoying but i find it quite amusing:

I hate it when people raise their hands to answer a question, but they raise it at a 45 degree angle rather than a 90 degree angle. Excuse me, I didn't realize this was the Hitler Youth.

i also hate it, like ive told kareen, when ppl stall after alighting from the bus, as if they dont know where they are gng, and force ppl waitin to alight to land on the curb. ive sprained my ankle that way.

darn these people.

i guess its different watching other ppl's parents/relatives in bed looking all fragile and weak. it just really aint the same. and i feel ever so sad abt my life. hah.

but tonight i was reminded of yamapi's 2008 drama-code blue-the one with ugly maggie mee hair.

he was totally hot and cool in the drama k.

and i was kinda inspired. i think being in the medical field is the coolestest occupation EVER.

EVER.

anw i passed by a medical social worker's room and i think to myself. HEY! i can be a MEDICAL social worker! but then id be strayin from my original plan..

which is far too idealistic in the first place so...

well im just glad janelle actually has the same mindset that i have. i think it's my "calling" HAHA. today's the first time ive ever thought of it this way. TO THINK WE ARE BOTH DEC 30 BABIES (: EXACTLY the same ideas you know! oh wern jian mentioned that you only need 23 ppl and the probability of a pair having the same bday is more than half.

and sum to infinity of (1/r^2)=pi square/6.

ERPZ.

math has officially taken over my life.

TWO. MORE. WEEKS.